Thursday, April 26, 2007

what a lousi dae..

what a lousy dae todae is..made so much mistakes at work..being scolded by my captain at least 3 times..

lookin 4ward to bible studi class at night..bt end up having work OT..customers keep coming in and out during dinner time..no time for break..feels tired running frm table to table..didnt went to bible study class..was ask to stay back and help..feeling so pissed up bt no choice..

Another testimony..

Halo guys..here i am back again...would like to share with u guys another great testimony of God's goodness..

Mondae is my 1st dae of work at my new workplace at Pepper Lunch..even though i am veri excited to start work again at a whole new place i am nt happi with e workin hours..i applied for a part-time job to get myself used to e working place b4 i applied for full time..i got such a shock when my team captain told me tht being a full timer over here is 12 hours per dae and part-timers ve to work 8 hours..bt he said e mininum hours we muz work is 6 hrs..at tht time i realli wish i was deaf..

For e last 2 days i ve work for 10 hrs per dae and i am veri tired..i am involved in an accident before and i cannot stand long or walk fast than b4..i broke one of the veins inside my left knee..maybe some of u ve noticed tht i walk slow (this is the reason)..i knoe tht i could nt stand long and i feel like quitting..

I am realli happi and feeling blessed tht God ve ans my prayer and given me a flexible hours office timing job tht i realli don wan to quit this job..i prayed again for help and told God tht even though i would like a 6 to 7 hours job i don wan to disobey his Will if this is the path tht he ve given me to walk..i asked for e solution and at the same time also asking tht Let His Will be Done on Heaven and on Earth..

u know what i went back to discuss with my manager last night and he told me i cn ve a 6 to 7 hours job..he said he rather i work less than i quit..realli wan to testify and praise God for his Goodness towards me..at last i knoe tht i don ve to quit nw..

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

A new part time job

by God's grace...i finally gt an office hours part time job as waitress at Pepper Lunch..wanted an office hours job so tht i will nt miz my church services and cell group meetings..still working at healthwise bt as it ve no basic pay i ve to get another with 1 so tht i ve $ to survive too..nw i am holding 2 part time jobs..

todae's my 1st dae of work..enjoyed myself even though my legs r super tired frm standing..learn lots of new things and make some new frds..

it seems like wherever we go there will be no lack of backstabbers..my 1st day of work was hunted by 1..she was 1 of our seniors bt young (around 18) ..all e dae along keep picking on me..ends up even complainin to manager abt me..bt thks to God's grace again..my manager ignored her and continued with his work..one of my colleugues even ask her to stop barking like a mad dog..when i remembered this juz felt like laughin a good laugh....

even every1 ignores her and continues with our own duties..bt i was realli wondering..is it goin to be another path of sayin to myself: 'ren...ren..' at work for me again...?? realli cant stand backstabbers...

God's Blessing to me..

Halo guys:

finally ve e time to blog again..been quite a while since i am last online..these few days a lot of things ve happened to me..i wan to share about hw God ve been blessing me in the case of financial..bcos if i realli shared all i muz type till morning..(kidding) in e mean time would like to encourage all of u to tithe too by my testimony even though to us money is 'flesh' and we ve difficulty givin it away..

the testimony goes off::

i ve a big allowance given by my dad last week..i remember the Word of God mention tht we muz bring 10% of our tithe into God's house and God will multiply us back 10 times 100 times fold..even though 10% wasnt much a lot of money and i ve tithe b4..bt i am stil hestitatin to give bcos i wanted the money to get myself the box of vcd i wanted to get ever since the dae i saw it on the shelves of vcds shops..bt i still gave bcos i cant stand a voice inside me which keeps hinting to me: juz give..give..

in the end i ended up givin my 1o% tithe after i finish my ministry duty last ..the followin monday after i give (23/4/07) my dad blessed me with an amount of $ askin me to spent on whatever i wanted..guess what? the money was 10 times the amount i gave..this time i ve realli no pro getting the things i wanted...realli Praise the Lord...He is indeed Faithful..i am glad tht i listen to the prompting of the Holy Spirit..Hallelujah..

Sometimes in my life circumstances i realli wish i had known God earlier..i start to knoe God onli when i am 18..i ve wasted so many precious years b4 i turn 18..

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

eventful days

Halo guys..

i am back, finally to blog...these few days bn so eventful tht i haven any idea of where to start..ok i thought of it..here goes..

Fri 13/4/07

Tonight is the 1st night of the healing conference of Benny Hinn..i was veri excited as i love Benny Hinn ever since i read abt him in Harvest Times around 2005...the miracles he did..i love his book Good Morning Holy Spirit best of all..cum to knoe of hw to came to Christ..

Anyway tht was also e day of my ministry duty..rch at 4pm at indoor stadium..bt end up waiting under the hot sun until 5 becos my ministry leader ask me to wait for some1 to pass me the Benny Hinn tag..i wait until i grow crazy..i felt so hot, bothered and squeezy as many pple were alreadi there to queue up...well finally i saw tht guy...thk God..

my duty begins by giving out pramplets regarding the offers of Benny Hinn products..my members and i kept wondering when did we became fliers givers...??? Wel tht was part of my duty and to my surprise i found tht actually i enjoyed doin it..i juz love seeing pple smiling faces...:)

continue with my duty until 720 when i finally gt in to find my cg members..as i came late a lady was alreadi sitting on it..bt as she found out we r cg members she give her seat out..special thks to the lady..even though we r strangers..got a seat between cechao and wenwey..

Benny Hinn is realli Benny Hinn..i realli admire him a lot...he is realli spiritual and he gt a good voice in singing too..nt to mention gd looks...hehe..When he was preaching abt Jesus went frm town to town healing pple of all mankind..deep down in my heart i was thinking, i suffered frm Ezema since young..doctors told me b4 i can control it bt there is no total healing..if onli i was living in Isbreal in Jesus times..i would ve bn cured long ago...bt i stil wan to give God praise tht my condition ve nt bn giving me troubles for the last few months..:)

The service was ended with mircales and pple being healed..i was veri touch and tears formed in my eyes..looking 4ward to another dae with Benny Hinn again..

Sat 14/4/07

feel like going to Benny Hinn conference bt poor me, i was down with flu and sore throat..end up sms Johnson i am nt goin..as i rest at hm..thinking of the things happening at SIS..

Sun 15/4/07

Nt in a gd mood todae as i was dragged out of bed in earli mornin by my parents to pay respects to my ancestors for it's the season of Qingmin again..i was veri tired as i slept late on sat..also plus my mom and i ve a big quarrel and knoe what we haven been speaking a word to each other since todae (tue) ...don feel like speaking a word to her at all..and of cos don feel like hanging out with her..bt it's qing ming so no choice :(

went out in the afternoon to meet wenwey for lunch 1st before setting off to indoor stadium for Benny Hinn conference..when we rch there guess what..the STADIUM WAS FULL..i felt so 'suay'..i ve bn on a big quarrel with mum..hope to be in church to 4get everything nw the stadium is full..realli pissed up..

anyway since e seats were all booked..there was nth wenwey and i could do bt juz to wait outside the stadium for our cg members..though waiting..knoe a new frd frm another church call Glenn..he even called me this morning and told me he ve prayed for me...he gave me a verse and i find tht it realli applies to my situation right nw..thks Lord for answering my prayer & giving me a word...I knoe tht YOU will always be there for me..

so here guys i am tired and i think i wil stop here for nw..see you guys soon..love u..

with love,
Christine

2nd part of Song Poem..

Halo guys:

here i am again..bringin to u guys the 2nd part of the Song poem..hope u guys lve it..

A Love Letter II
Here i am again
Writting this letter to say
That i am still waiting for you
Because you are worth waiting for
Here i am again
Thinking about what to say
To reveal my heart to you
Because you'r what i am looking for
You are so beautiful
Is what my mind says
You are so beautiful
Is what my heart too says
With you around, life is colourful
Cause you are God's best for me
With you around, i am joyful
Cause you are a blessing to me
How long shall i sing this song
before you came along
i know it wont be long
I believe it wont be long
So, here i am again
Waiting patiently for you
Here i am again
Writting my love letter just for you

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

A Song Poem..

Halo guys:

here's something for you...it's a song poem specially dedicated to all those who are still waiting for their destined ones...May u all find your dream Prince or Princess soon...:

A Love Song
My love, i am waitin for you
I know you are somewhere on this Earth
Waiting for me too
This is a love letter written just for you
Though we have yet to meet
But my heart knows that day will come
Soon...
When the day comes
i will gaze into your eyes
And i will knoe that you are God sent
I love you so much, i love you all my days
Even now, while waiting for you patiently
Every single day, i pray for you
Pray that you will always be safe
Blessed by God, always the Head and not the Tail
Pray that you will keep your heart
Just for me to conquer
I long for the day i am with you
it will be beautiful
i will hold you by the hand
And together we will serve the Lord till the end of time
Every night, i serenade a sweeter song for you
i will always be faithful to you
i keep my heart pure just for you
you are a gift from Heaven
Darling, i am waiting for you
How long? How long shall i wait for you?
I am always here waiting for you, no matter what
our romance shall be a love story written by God
And he will delight in it, always
Darling, i love you so much, i love you all my days
Even now, while waiting for you patiently
This is my love letter for you

a few daes of happenings..

Halo guys:

bn such a long while since i update my blog..realli ve no time 4 online surfing..so sori ve to let u guys wait..:( Anyway here i am again to update u guys on what ve bn in my life..some r funni, some r boring, some r spiritual...

Fri 6/4/07

bn looking 4ward for this dae..so excited tht Easter is here and i knoe wonderful dramas and services r inwait for me at expo..also what is realli exciting is it is exactly Gd Fridae when we celebrate!! Halehluja..

e dae started out goin to expo for bkstore ministry realli earli..rch at 1+..e nxt few hours was spent preparing for e start of the Easter night..we had much supporting duty stuff to do..arranged a friend to come for Easter celebration..i was so excited i kept asking my ministry leader what time can i leave so tht i can go fetch my frd..in e end she got so impatient with me..so sorry Sam..for bothering u so much...:(

anyway i ended up bringing my frd in 4 for service around 4:55pm..thks to Zhenghao for giving Prashant & me a seat behind e cg so tht we nvr sit far frm e cg..bt poor Guna..he ended up giving up his seats for us and ended up sitting furthur away frm us..

Realli Praise the Lord for touching Prashant tht night..Guess what Prashant received Christ...i guess tht he will always remember tht his salvation dae was on a Good Friday itself..so easi to remember ha...after svc..as i ve ministry to continue..i left Prashant to my beloved cg members..realli thank you guys..he mention he loved our cg and he will be back...

Sat 7/4/07

Todae i woke up in such a hurry as i were alreadi late for svc...i ve no ministry todae so i can join my cg 4 fellowship..hurreh...!! Special thks to Kok Koon for coming out to bring me to my seat :)

Forgive me for being so unspiritual bt todae svc was so bor..ring and it made me wan to snore..e svc was bilingual..mix chinese and eng..i gt such a headache as i listen to e sermon..i juz cant stand hearing both chinese and english at e same time..bt thk God e drama was good and many souls were saved..

after svc went to e carnival 4 fellowship..had such fun there..wan to get a balloon it was out..sobz..:(

Sun 8/4/07

woke up feeling realli excited todae was there was a bbq party in honour of our bdae cgl boy Johnson..

met up with Guna 1st for a small fellowship to get a bdae present 4 our bdae boy..shall nt write here what it is..ha..anyway we went to see other choices of present too and ended up being late for e party..plus nt to say when i rch e mrt station i had no idea hw to get to tht place..after rching tht place i had no idea again which way to e pit..realli muddle head me..

after asking don knoe how many pple e way to e pit i finally found it..thk God..i was realli tired and sweaty upon rching e place..hid e present behind my back frm e bdae boy to prevent him frm seeing..

After much bbq, eatin, drinking, laughing and talking finally it's e time we celebrate Johnson's bdae..it began with e usual blow candles, wish, bdae song...after tht it's SABOH TIME!!! Most of us r waiting 4 this moment as i found out later..Poor Johnson..e bros caught him and tiied his hands and legs up and lift him up an 'altar' to 'sacrifice'...see him like this realli cant 'ren xin'..bt it's his bdae no choice ha..taken a pic of him in tht time for remembrance..

e fun sabohing time is over in a short while and we r back to ourselves carryin on with activities..it was fun...i even spent a short while by myself sitting upon a rock to medicate on my life and what should i do..come to say of it, it's realli nice to being alone sometimes..what do u guys think?

Anyway had also a long wise talk with our bdae boy on what should i realli do abt my life...muz realli set my mind to do what priordise 1st..

well guys here i am goin to stop entry as i feel tired...bt feel free to drop comments whenever u r free..see u guys soon..

with all my love,
Christine

Monday, April 2, 2007

a realli boring dae with mistakes..

woke up todae as usual at 2+..because nt working cn sleep late..ha..lazy person arent i?
wanted to go to J8 for a gd dae shopping..bt remembered tht i ve bkstore ministry mting for Easter dae ..signt..realli wanna go shopping..bt anyway God 1st in my life..(4give me Lord that i don wanna serve)

anyway stori goes on..when i rch bkstore HQ..i was actually told by my group leader tht she sms e wrong person..what a headache..well forgive your bro as Jesus forgives you..anway i don blame her at all hahas..

well anyway since it was stil earli (7+) i decide to go 4 shopping...i ended up shop at e nearest mall near my house..AMK Hub..bt i ve onli bn there few days ago..so realli sick of tht place too..2nd and 3rd floor was newly renovated and opened so i went up there and found many things i love bt didnt buy cos they r unnessary stuff..

after shoppin was stil earli (10+) so i ended up surfing e net checking my email at e cyber cafe near my house..so i ended up creating this Blog b'cos after reading my frds blog i found realli fun to ve 1..so here goes my 1st blog and 1st msg..

heres all frm me 4 nw as i cant think of anything 4 nw..lve u guys..post a msg sometimes..